2021.10.18 08:51 Subject_Shine8909 Logan- Roman call for CEO?
2021.10.18 08:51 sagar7854 Cute
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2021.10.18 08:51 kaubojdzord [NQM] Flags of Axis Balkan countries during WW2
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2021.10.18 08:51 made4thisquestion Does it ever really "get better"
This absolutely sucks. Its taken me years to finally come to a point where I feel completely and totally comfortable in myself and my sexuality. But now, as an 18 year old college student, everything is hitting me all at once.
I dont really care if anyone reads this, but its late and I need to vent. For the longest time while I was closeted for most of highschool all that I ever heard was "it gets better". But now as a proud and out college student it just seems that things stay the same, just with different problems.
It hasn't really ever fully hit me until now all of the things that I have never been able to do. I will NEVER experience a "high school love story". Theres no "safe" or "normal" ways for me to date. Everything seems to boil down to that devious app or people who are thousands of miles away. I cant just ask out any guy I find attractive, I have to fucking investigate to see if he MIGHT also be gay AND also find me attractive. Its just so much extra work....just for a shot at a normal relationship. Something straight people wouldn't even worry about.
My relationship with my family is rocky. They have mixed support in which they feel I "should be happy", but they would rather me not be gay. I cant even bring up dating or mention being gay around them without it being tense. But somehow they still say "they just want me to be happy". Its total bullshit. My grandmother, who is paying my entire college tuition, believes I shouldnt have the right to get married. So theres this awkward tension there where I need her for financial assistance but also wont stand for her bigotry. I also miss how me and my dad can never have a "manly" fatheson relationship because I simply dont fit the mold. He likes hunting, fishing, and cars. I like clothes, music, and......boys.
Socially I have lots of friends, but as the only gay person out of my main circle its hard to relate and be related to. Im out to everyone and they are all accepting, but some guys in the group don't understand that what they see as "small jokes" are uncomfortable for me. For example, small things like guys saying "Oh hi bestie" in a sing-song voice to me when they see me isn't exactly "offensive" but its done so in a way that at the end of the day is seen as funny because it mocks common gay mannerisms. In essence, my sexuality is the butt of the joke. Similarly with the girls of the group, nothing has been done thats offensive but its just uncomfortable to experience. I've had girls ask me if I met my current boyfriend on grindr.......as if the entirety of gay people just meet on grindr. They also constantly over exaggerate how "unique" and "inspiring" my outfits are. A simple patterned shirt has gotten me so much unwanted attention from these straight girls who think every outfit I own is "yes honey slay sis boots on the house down". You know what I mean?
Overall I guess these issues are generally pretty minor, but they all affect my life in a large way. I just feel like ive been waiting for things to get better and here I am, out and proud for a while now.....and all I have to show is new issues halting "it getting better". Thanks to anyone who read this far.
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2021.10.18 08:51 Plantsareluv $4 crocodile fern might be my new fav. But the $6 cyclamen is a close second. 😍 #sexyleaves
2021.10.18 08:51 sillychillly Cardano Interactive Ecosystem Map
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2021.10.18 08:51 FearMyBlades My fennec is oh the leaderboard
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2021.10.18 08:51 mizzeca So, when will we get the info about the halloween celebration?
2021.10.18 08:51 CooLDuDE-6_9 Who would've guessed India is in Asia
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2021.10.18 08:51 DueEmu333 Impersonating account
Yeah i can't ask personal questions on here so i will ask on this subreddit. How do i find out who made a instagram account. Someone has been impersonating people and i want to find out who it is There user on instagram is alysha_fan_page_123
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2021.10.18 08:51 Used_Durian2986 Rhea hot cleavage show....So hot....What you want to do....
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2021.10.18 08:51 poukmotu Dnd hardcore
2021.10.18 08:51 Material-Bit-3538 TOP 10 FANCY FACTS EREN YEAGER😍🤑🔥
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2021.10.18 08:51 chitrank_28 Cafes to go
2021.10.18 08:51 LegalMolasses Man announces that he'll show everyone what it means to be a real DM, falls flat of expectations.
2021.10.18 08:51 IAmAethero Adept weapon focusing
If I’ve unlocked an adept weapon am I able to focus it in later weeks where the weapon comes into rotation, or am I required to go flawless in future weeks as well to unlock focusing again?
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2021.10.18 08:51 SzegedNewsBotka Máris lemondásra szólították fel Márki-Zay Pétert
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2021.10.18 08:51 -Jaws- A hunting party poses with a recently poached triceratops, ca. 1930s.
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2021.10.18 08:51 BluceyTCD Hospitals fear surge in patients if Covid restrictions are eased
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2021.10.18 08:51 hmuifyoudown Are you a "Designer/Gamer" Scholar?
Yes, I'm looking for a scholar who can design axie infinity posts for my team's page. This will be a paid(probably not much, but it depends) job aside from your scholarship's share.
2021.10.18 08:51 Queasy-Ad-7105 Geil
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2021.10.18 08:51 Crazy_Expert3202 Hank Pym looked awful de-aged (2015)
I checked the comment and many people agreed that Hank look great and pretty good. To me though, it shows that he’s been de-aged. Every moment he speaks his face looks rubbery and plastic like.
https://youtu.be/Notr4GkMZho 1:22 especially right there
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2021.10.18 08:51 drunk_horses Local Files 'options not showing in Spotify App
I've done the local file source add etc on the desktop client and added local files no issue.
I'm on a premium house share account.
App version 22.214.171.1242
There is no option to select 'Local Files' and enable sync (to another device on same WiFi)
Anything suggestions/solutions appreciated.
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2021.10.18 08:51 lucho3766 El juego de la Merluza
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2021.10.18 08:51 LadderCurrent1837 Holiest places In Islam
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